Saturday, October 10, 2009
..the Price of a Turkey!?
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
6months ago........
...after my 'first' walk across the bridge to the Northern...then I thought the walk was SOOOO long (but really it isn't that long--unless you are my Mum!)This was in the time that I thought that I lived SO far away from everything...and how I thougth all the prices of food were CRAZY ... and how I told myself I would "never ever buy a box ice cream for $14.00"...hmmmm well that hasn't stayed true for the 6Months(what can I say?-I like icecream!)...I must admit that the 'shock' of prices aren't so bad these days--and I've adapted to buying what I need, and trying not to look at the prices--but there are somethings I just don't buy!
...my first walk on the sound......jpg)
here I am.. today... 6months later... with a bit longer hair...that has changed colours yet again--thanks for the sunshine of the summer months....
But I am still LOVING the adventure of living in the ARCTIC, not really wanting to go 'south' anytime soon!
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
This has been brewing a long time….
Part of me wanted to scream out; I’ve been trying for so long I can’t even remember NOT trying to change! I mean I’ve worked out with a trainer give or take 4 years—(who has become an amazing friend and mentor!)… This seems like something I’ve fought for so long—high school or even before that. Part of me is afraid to type this because I’m afraid I will never change, I’ll always be that ‘bigger’ girl and then it will be just another ‘failed attempt’ to add to the pile of many times I've said... "I WILL DO THIS". But it seems different right now... I totally feel like NOW is the time for change--almost like it's NOW or NEVER. For that reason I am sitting here typing this and sharing it with you—perhaps some of you might think this is inappropriate on such a ‘public’ forum but frankly I think I need to type it and post it as if to ‘claim’ it and make it happen.
So how have I been making it happen?? I've decided couch surfing isn't going to do it!! This week I’ve been walking at 7am with a friend…the first two days I woke her up with a ring of the doorbell and today was my turn! It is great to get out and walk at that time of day, it’s so quiet we walk about an hour then come back and get ready to go to work for 8:30am! It’s been a great routine and I hope to keep it up—because already this week I’ve NOTICED the difference in me at work. I have extra energy in the morning and am not dragging my feet so much!
Tonight I was sitting watching So You Think You Can Dance? and I got this urge to go for a run.(which is kind of weird and new for me--but i'm not quite at a 'full' run it's more of a jog and walk!) I looked outside at the sun it was shining brightly in my living room—it’s been so warm today (15C)…so I said to myself I’ll go at 10pm when the show is over. Then I was like NO I can tape the rest of the show but I need to go now when I have this urge to run. So that's what I did. I ended up running/walking/jogging (yes I’m not quite there for a full run for 30mins, I’m not sure I’ll ever be but I enjoy my glimpses of what is it like to run!) to the point on the road to where we walk in the morning. How long did this run/walk take you might ask? If in the morning I do it in an hour? Well tonight I did it in 30mins pretty darn good considering I didn’t ‘run’ the whole thing….
I guess I’m sharing this because it’s still a struggle—sit on the couch or go for a run and watch the sun dip behind the mountains? I sure hope this becomes less of a struggle…and my hope is that I stop feeling so yucky about myself. I like to think that I hide my insecurities well—and others of you know my struggles because I’ve vented to you about them over the years. I’m working on it—one step at a time, one foot in front of the other. But it’s still going to be hard… thanks for listening, and supporting me...
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
what did I see you might ask?
SNOW!!! it was a Winter(er..perhaps Summer should be a better word) Wonderland!....that's right... it's June 17th and it's SNOWING!!! Yahoo for the Arctic... (perhaps the past week's weather WAS summer...now I'm back in winter!) ;)




