Procrastinating....

I'm the QUEEN of Procrastinating.... I usually enjoy the rush of finishing things at last minute....In university and then later Grad School---I stressed out people around me with my chill relaxed approach to writing papers--and studying! (well perhaps the outside was chill and relaxed--but the inside of me was FREAKING out over how to write the perfect paper--that's something I have to still work out!)... In Grad school I did some self-searching and finally came to grips with it... I like doing stuff last minute... I personally LUV the rush it gives me... and it's almost me racing against the clock....and the RUSH when you finally get something done on time...well that's the perfect high...because it's almost like you've beat the system... So you might ask? why am I talking about Grad school? that was like so 2007-08.... but tonight this whole procrastination thing... was coupled by a 'lack of memory' thing.....

See tonight I'm kicking myself.... I have to bake a cake for work tomorrow(long story)...I as much as I don't like to cook--I LUV to bake, usually but tonight that it was Thursday and I had to bake this cake for Friday..! 

So here I sit at 11:19pm---with 7 more minutes left on the timer..... and I'm exhausted.... I've been sleepy all week...but I can't go to bed.... I'm watching that timer...count down... can't let the cake burn... because then i'll have to start all over again.... (thank goodness I can ice it tomorrow on my lunch!)

Fingers crossed....that when this cake is out of the oven... I won't have that crazy rush.... and not be able to sleep for hours!! ....there goes the timer! Off I go!!